Sunday, November 9, 2014

Let me take a minute to yell at myself

Hey everyone,

Woof. It's been a LOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGG time since I have written. I wish I could say that I'm running into double digits and that my wedding is planned and that I'm in a new show and that life is just peachy so I didn't feel like writing.

...but let's be real...that isn't the truth....



Truth is I'm lacking something.  It's been such a weird feeling, knowing I need to be working out etc but just being meh about it.  I need to get wedding stuff done but I'm just letting things slide.  Auditions are happening but even prepping for that could be better.  I feel like I'm a bit stuck everyone and I'm not sure when it happened.

I have a training program for my race but it doesn't start until December (which is increasingly closer each day) but I should be running 5 miles a week so I don't die when it starts....but I'm lucky if I clock in 3 miles.  


WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?

I know I can do it, I'm paying for it so I have too...I'm just unsettled about how uninspired I feel right now.  Maybe it's the weather. Maybe it's the season. Maybe it's me. 

Whatever it is...I hope it changes soon.


Sorry for the depressing post-just needed to vent.

Until next time, keep running strong!

Actress on the Run

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